Not who I thought he was. I thought he was so great, but now-
Strange. He talks to me online, but not in person. Is he embarrassed of me? Has he found out who I really am? Does he hate me for it?
Drifting away. But why? I was so clueless, I had nothing to compare it too. It’s not my fault! No one has ever liked me in that way before. I’m not even sure if that’s true, that you liked me at all. But I think you did. And I think I screwed it up. I think I hurt you by accident.
I am so, so sorry.
Great. Or, well, he can be. He used to be. He’s playful, and nice, and friendly. He’ll have your back no matter what, and he’s always there to talk to.
For everyone but me that is… even though he used to be… and I have no idea why.
An asshole. A total asshole and i don’t know what I ever saw in him. But I can’t stop myself from looking at him, and from wondering what he’s doing, even after everything he’s done to me… Even though I know I should stop, before I get hurt.